i guess i am looking for a 'parent' to deliver things to me in my nest

i am looking for a parent-boss to drop me into work that suits me perfectly

i am not cutting/adjusting myself=work to suit each other better

i have static  models of myself and work and others

it's not static static but more like made from a model trained from one set of events, not more. it needs a  approach in good faith in a completely different paradigm to see other aspects of things

everybody is learning. almost everybody starts with an empty slate. almost everybody who succeeds learns quickly and effectively,  and delivers quality

everybody who grows , asks for growth into areas unknown, and quickly and systematically builds familiarity, getting better at mapping , estimating risk etc

i fear my boss is no longer thinking of me as meritable..

 i must confess, i am terribly ashamed of my previous 5-6 posts. while they touch the pillars i so am fascinated by, they are totally in bad taste. 

jeeves, sherlock holmes, conan edogawa , poirot -  let us live the life of the time in the best circles,  without paying the price - the heaviness of reality the incumbents  must bear - while we sample and taste at will

asimov's stories did the same with robots and his science-fiction devices. Philip k dick did the same ,except his devices were stomach-turning.

imagine you could create a fictional agency endowed with social validity that could go anywhere collecting elements for some assemblage not usually

here's jeepley in writing.com 

https://www.Writing.Com/main/view_item/item_id/2362929-Jeepley-goes-around