i guess i am looking for a 'parent' to deliver things to me in my nest

i am looking for a parent-boss to drop me into work that suits me perfectly

i am not cutting/adjusting myself=work to suit each other better

i have static  models of myself and work and others

it's not static static but more like made from a model trained from one set of events, not more. it needs a  approach in good faith in a completely different paradigm to see other aspects of things

everybody is learning. almost everybody starts with an empty slate. almost everybody who succeeds learns quickly and effectively,  and delivers quality

everybody who grows , asks for growth into areas unknown, and quickly and systematically builds familiarity, getting better at mapping , estimating risk etc

i fear my boss is no longer thinking of me as meritable..